well i've been posting alot of dumb quizzes. don't really know why. i've been thinking of many things recently.

i've been thinking so much. what if the day your whole world crashes and it no longer exists. what if one day everything you've been living with is taken away from you. what if... what if.

there's so many to a life that one choose to live by. i was once lost in the wilderness. i thought i could fight on my own. i thought i was able to win everything in the wilderness.

but in the end. there's so much as to what we understand of ourselves. is this really who we are. is this the life that we seeked. i remember the tears that once filled my eyes, has now been replaced with something else in my life, someone else( you know who you are =) ). but what does it all mean?

sometimes the only reason our life is ill fated to be cursed forever. that makes our life so much more beautiful. because we are doomed. right from the beginning of time. every human were meant to end.

i've always believed in conquering your ownself, once you've done that, you'll be free of all things in life that will destroy you. nothing is better than knowing what you are, being who you are and being above all, true to who you are.

i don't really know what i've blogged. but i guess this would apply very much for my dearest mei. i hope you would understand my blabbering =) i hope you can find the answers with this post. i'll keep praying for you my dearest mei.

=( i've pissed her off again! i'm sorry please don't be pissed with me already. i'll be praying for your exams! i'll be waiting for you. miss you lots!